now is 2 feb , been so long since i touch blogger again .
my lap was down at first , so try to use de laggy comp.
in den end , it went spoilt as well . so lost touch basically with internet.
now , my lap is back . i am happy more than anythin else.
of coz there were other things that make me fly over the moon.
yes , de arrival of F.T Island and Shinee ..

29 jan , went to t2 to wait for f.t island arrival .
there was no barrier , really , kinda had a bad feelings from de start.
but then carry on waited until ppl scream and ran to other side,
shocked , hesitate if shld follow, in de end , still ran .
in de end , was a false alarm , went back . they had already went off .
escape when de fans were all running , disappointment.
really , very upset , not at F.T of coz .
after all , seung hyun incident do make me understand their safety is impt.
the next day , concentrate on shinee , is their turn .
same thing went to airport , waited freaking long hours standing .
false alarm throughout the hours which make me tired.
finally they were out , saw taemin, jonghyun , minho but not onew and my key.
key cover his face with hoodie while onew walked very last which i dono.
shinee had fansign at lot 1 , no overnight allowed .
went with kim early in de mornin , yea . reached there , nearly 3000 ppls.
decided to try luck at their hotel . in de end , no sign of success.
another disappointment , no hongki nor key .
cnt help hidin de disappointment.
went to work with a down feelings , received ju mess ytd .
newspaper show that F.T went to east coast mac for supper ,
i was workin there , perhaps they might pass by me.
but i didn't notice , both hong ki and key were like so near yet so far.

today i had my one more try at airport to see if shinee leaving tonight.
the only chance to see shinee ? since F.T left long ago .
i saw him , i saw them . the first one i saw , was key ♥
he had a really fair skin , so thin , same hairstyle like ring ding dong.
after that went to de glass barrier with kim.
we didn't put high hopes , we tot the most can see was de back or side view
of them waving back or so on . but then , key appeared infront of me.
i was shocked , so blank. though de moment was shortly abt 5 mins.
i am happy enough , enough to keep myself smiling just by refreshing.
of coz , i still feel a spot empty becoz of hongki but then i am glad
to at least saw key , for the first time .

this is the second month of attachment , i am happy.
becoz finally one month was over , one month of suffering over.
this month got to experience a brand new things and learn.
same problem i don hav confidence enough for this .

thx you , for letting me suffer but then gain back de happinese .


come back again , IMU.

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