Friday, January 1, 2010 @ 1:30 AM
Happy 2010 !!!
Happy new year , went out with sam, yen, ju, syafiq to vivo
at first , due to de lack of sleep , wanted to back out .
In the end , i still went for it , and quite lucky eh , i nv know channel 8 held
de countdown at ViVo.. so managed to see alot artists though ...
De firework didn't managed to see in a clear view , kind of disappointed. LOL
Finally a new year , 2010 .
Everyone were high-ing for it , de countdown , should i feel happy also ?
Afterall , it is just 2 more yrs to 2012 eh ? i dono , wad type of feelings i carry
while i went for the countdown . But something i am sure enough , i am glad.
Glad that 2009 ended ,
2009 was a bad year for me , very bad ...
De day of O level results' release , i rmbed , with the bad feelings , i sat down.
Open up de result slip , i told myself ,
" i should have guessed it since long "
yet , in de end , i still burst out in tears when Mr.Ng(DNT teacher)came to me.
From the day onwards , i tot , my life is wasted . Poly dream , my course dream.
All gone , i am only left with de last choice which was ITE..
Ppl normally said , humans would hav 2 sided face , one nice , one evil.
But for me , i tot i am with 3 sided face - positive, negative, evil.
went in Ite with this feeling , tot the life would be better .
No , it isn't , i handle stress from de start of de month to end of sch .
8months , the 8 months were like torturing me.Especially de semester aft Hainan.
LOL, as though my tears are auto refill , i dropped tears quite a few times.
someone told me this , thinking back , the one hu gathered F9s members is me.
i refresh back my memories , is probably so .
from "me, ju, des" n "me , sam, ju, mylia" .. the group slowly enlarge to 9 members.
That moment , perhaps everyone of us felt so , 9 are more than enough.
With yen's creative idea , we had a offical Group name
"Farting Nines" , becoz i am not one of them hu do this action ...
But becoz we had de offical name, we always hang ard in a group.
8 months of class , 5 months of memories with one another .
to me is more than enough , finally ready to put it to a end .
For F9s , i might be too over -confident but i guess i done my best ...
somehow , as more incidents happen , i lost energy as well ....
2009 had ended , and so F9 de name shld kept it as memory too .
Of coz , we are still great friends of one another .
i won forget everyone of you , hoepfully u guys as well. ^^
2009 de MH, were very tired ..
becoz of too many things , mh really gotten very depressed .
sure enough , couldn't sleep at night , gotten sleepless night pb.
worst , gettin tears up while refreshing all de memories.
2010 arrived , i know , is time to let go .... time for recovering .
it probably take a long time for me to let go everythin , especially.
but i will , one day ...
2010 ,
i got other things to worry abt now ,
about my attachment , ski 360 ... i don't like, and i don feel safe.
maybe i am thinking too much , but then , again .
despite i am worryin so much , i still got to go .. go for it in de end.
i guessed i shall end here now , LOLOL
BYE 2009 ^^