Wednesday, January 20, 2010 @ 12:30 AM
Didn’t tot of telling anyone wad happen , but then.
I guess I only can choose to blog by at least release myself.
2 weeks to a month , was hoping , at least this month don create trouble.
Today teacher sudden “spot check” , was kinda shock.
Everythin were goin well till closing , lost key , a very impt key.
Though I don rmb tookin it , but I don hav confident to say “no, I didn’t take”.
Why ? becoz indeed I had a bad memory , anything could happen.
Ahgy asked everyone to look for it , no trace of key .
Yea , felt dam guilty now , and I dono wad can I do by kp quieting.
If de key can’t be found , there it goes , for everyone , a bad scolding.
Wad happens if was me hu lost de key , I don even dare to think .
Everyone were be so freakin mad at me.
While walkin to bus stop, I carried a heavy emotions.
Is told me , don worry , try to find de key will do, everyone will stand by me.
Elai asked me don worry , take it easy . ahgy apology if he was too harsh.
But then , that’s how it goes now . my mind was full of doubts .
If I should carry on with this attachment.
Don wan affect their attachment becoz of me nor
do I wan create troubles for de others.
So pressuring , really …
Suddenly , tot of heaven.