Ann Yeong
sch had ended for TG , and everyone will wait for their attachment
and of coz , go on own seperate ways ....
here i am to post , probably de last ting abt TG

last day of sch offical is frid 11/12?
but we gave ourselves a early day off , so eventually thurs become
de last day of our sch .... rush out the whole project out on time ..
which is smthin to be glad ? afterall it was not easy for us to focus when
we were alrd on holiday mood i guess ?LOL
last day of sch , is still hurting as well ...
8 to 9 months , i tot it was nv possible for me to make some friends who
had same common interest as me ...
told myself, don get used to them ....
right from the start , i been reminding myself ...
after all , i still fall into the "trap" i could say ....
and once again , i need face de fact that we had to go on diff path ..
except for some of them which get along well with me right from the start,
de rest were unexpected became close aft the first holiday ?
LOLOL... i guess i did changge smthin in Clementi ..
which is being more open - up to malay friends ? especially girls ?
becoz i nv tried to , for last 17 yrs ?
for this not-fully one yr course , i went through several breakdowns ...
but den , i guess one day i will tell myself .. it's okay ...it's a memory too...
thxfully to know u guys ...
TG , take care...

On the same day , F.T ISLAND arrived in singapore ..
rush to airport aft new moon movie ...
with amylia, met up ju and sam .... alot ppl , compared to previously..
found ourslves a spot at exit there ...
but didn't expect , we made wrong decision though ..
they stayed at belt area longer this time...
from 9.15 to 10 plus been having fake alarm by de fans ,
which really irritated me ... LOLOL. but upon see-ing them ...
the irritated feeling went off immediately ..
and i guess i went dumbfounded again when i spot them...
spot them according to who walk first , so i saw JH , JJ,HK,MH,SH
maybe hong ki was a little back den hwan ...
but my eyesight just focus on HK alot ....
his hair is still blonde , same as de hair in u're beautiful ^^
was kind of excited to see them on sat that time ...

11/12 (FRID)
went out with ju and sam ,
mass walk with them though ..
nthin much to be talk abt..
LOL

12/12 ( SAT ) BIG DAY ^^
The day i waiting for , came finally .. ?
met up mylia at 8.20..was alittle late ...
den met sam n ju at cityhall 9 .. but in de end 9.30 den we set off
to fortcanning park ? LOLOLs..quite late.. de number we had were alrd
like 450 plus ? cool eh ... we ate ju's mum fried rice
dam nice lah ..LOLOSL.. as well as mylia make de bread^^
and of coz i didn't sit at there for long , to sit on place where they are
red ants ... DIAO.. impossible...
aft that gt ppl told us , nt susposed to wait at road sidde, must go infront..
from peacefully walk to there became hot arguement btw de fans abt
de queuing arrangement...T.T went back to orginal place , but
no place sit , good ... such a good thing to experience..
went out for a walk serveral times ... but den..LOLOL...
guess gt heatstroke or whatever , wasn't feelin well ...
aft that went in de the field, oh well sit on grass T.T
hate that to the max , but for the sake of them , i did it though..
and den waited for 2 hrs , until everyone run forward again ..
and so we need run as well ?!! kana push like siaooo ..
and at these time , these bunch of fans from other country actually
dono how , just sqeeuze all the way .... pass me , and went infront of me?!
somemore , it was like 5, 6 ppl, yea is kids though ... but well ,
quite rude? just push me to the other side like nthing wrong..
ah yea , it definitely piss amylia more than me..LOLOL...
concert start , and since it was SunDown festival ...
we had the chance to see traditional dance , drawing ^^ , B boy ^^
they were great especially de drawing n B boy ..
B boy let me think of 2pm though ..LOL
next up is de solo singers .... gt mario and another one who sing
my girl ost " nv say goodbye" , omg his voice totally.. good..
den Lee Ji-soo who sing serveral songs as well ,
there was one which caught my attention most..and it was
My girl ost "Sa-rang-eun Him-deun-ga Bwa"
den T-Max came up , kim joon look stunning like how he look in BOF eh
and den follow up , MY F.T ISLAND...
they sang love sick , i hope, ft vs pri , bing bing bing and one more which sam said
gt but somehow i just couldn't rmb though..
my eyesight are of coz more on hong ki though ...
hwan , and de rest caught my attention as well ..
jonghun with his black hair -no change to me ...still as handsome as ever
jaejin with his new hairstyle look so much nicer and being more lively ^^
hwan - always focusing on his drum while singing ... cute n hyper ^^
seung hyun - unexpectedly quiet this time ...
(though he was quiet but when he sang love sick , i could feel... wonbin ..
de feelings of both being combined tgh)
hong ki , mine , which seen to be very quiet when no singing ...
while hong ki sing , his eyes move ard ...
and i was standin at middle? dono why ..
i feel , there is a second where both of our eyes met..
dots.. went dumbfounded again ... LOL
aft the encore performance by F.T ...
fireworks came up ... and it shocked hong ki ..
since i been staring at him , i saw his expression
and i guess de some fireworks did land on his arm ?
feel hurt ah, to see him been injured by firework
hope him n SH , F.t would be fine though..don tired urself.
last but nt least Brown Eye Girls... they are definitely beauties..
sexy and i seriously would fall in love in ga-in
aft BEG , everything ended ...
everyone were pushin again , to get out ...T.T
den we walked and saw many were standin at roadside waiting for cars
i tot , shld just go enjoy de fun too ... a van passed by me,
which i tot , probably is T-Max ...
and den a black car.. i stare at it while it pass by ,
is him - my hong ki ... he was inside... and i was outside the car only..
de next car - sam n mylia say is jaejin ...
though didn't spot the rest , but i guess they shared car with them..
den sam went home , while me , ju , mylia shared cab home..
today i got fate with hong ki ♥

i guess these post / update will for sure be long enough ?
from now on , i gona cut down de post lerx ,
but as a promise i won close down this blog...
next post , when would it be ? probably aft chalet bah ...




hong ki , thx for helpin me to feel comfort once again ..
and thxs for allowing me to start to dream alittle..
but don look so down ... coz its hurt to see you so ...
i know i just need time ...

I Love You ♥