REGRET

went out with clique today [21nov]
1st performance , 2nd zeerah party ,
den next mive 2012............
aft that went arcade , awhile later ...
i went home first...


went to see 2012 ..but seriously
i tot it was just a movie itself till ju told me is true..
LOLOLOl..de first time when this movie out ,
i also think de same way , just actually tot i think too much

i have learn to trust all along so long ,
yet i feel a sense of _____
maybe it's nthin serious , yet couldn't help it...


3 years to 2012 ,
i wonder how would i be likeee....
will i still be lifeless or in complications like now ?


start to think i shld go back to my written diary soon ?


ppl ask
"life is short , will u go aft someone?, if u like.."
my ans: no , becoz i am scare ,is too complicating for me..


As time goes by , my bottle is fill with stones
today ,
i realised , my bottle no longer is big enough to fill de stones
today ,
i realised , nthing has change though...


there are no need for reasons , becoz tears just flows by its own



LOL , before u offline .. i wanted to tell u
i trust ppl .. just scare to kana hurt ..LOLS...
so don say i don trust u ... i trust ...