decided to blog one day earlier this time

sch of this week is coming to the end soon ,
feel so delightful abt that..

got test on tues , wed , thrus this week
so stress ..really ..
with the presentation ...
oh freaking come on , burden me ..
the possibility of passing my iti , dtg test ..
oh LOL .. less then 40 percent i guess ...
presentation - definitely poorer than iti ...
just hope that i won pull down my group members'
mark seh .. or else..dam guilty ...

sch pb is not gona ended...
i am really exhuasted alright.. really ..
just come on face de fact and give some personal space
u know , we do need proximity too ..
goin sch also need to feel scare of ppl
how pathetic are we ..
or maybe her ...
lying to herself again non-stop...
if u really able to change urself ? did you try ?

ytd - she almost wan kill de maid..
crazy women ... using all those cans to threw at her
dam u .. wad do u think u are doing
do you think u got de right...

today - tryin to create chaos again
throwing up , shouting for my mum
crazy ..
the person's bro came aft my mum called
he called de ambulance..
great lor.. when de ppl step into de house
i am using the comp , i look at them ..
they look at me , i suddenly felt a weird feeling
maybe they will think i am unfilal ?
great .. if ppl misunderstood me , i got no choice too
wat to do ...
at the moment , lost is wad i felt...
shld i fake a care for her ..
not as if i don care but well ..it's okay
i guess .. it's complicated ...
anyway she is hospitalised now ...
some peace

end~

joshua ang , de one hu act in i not stupid ...
his mum passed away .. during a sleep...
he was depressed ..
but i hope he will recover soon
r.i.p joshua's mum

listening to DNT new idol group song
ju intro to me...
ok la.. alright to me..
have to listen more..LOL

suju SS2 pics i saw le..
my god.. super nice...
lee teuk , donghae ... heechul , eunhyuk
dam attractive ..LOLss

wana buy ss501 poster...
where to buy it .. where where where..LOLOL
sianx laaaaaaaaaa....

right now still in f.t island wonderland..
addicted to drums and electric guitar
need save money ... for dam lot things
1)ss501 concert
2)f.t island concert
3)go korea & jap
4)learn drum n electric guitar

wonder how much it will cost.. more than 2000 i think
LOLOLOL .. where am i goin to find de money from?

i miss you all !
lee hongki♥kim hyun joong♥lee teuk !


f.t island ~ 6 as 1 ♥

i got so many things to talk to ..
but right now my mind is all blank .. cool ...


stress in sch


no motivation= lost&complicated