hey ! came back to update my blogggg ...
reason ? because today is my birthday ...
my offical 18th , de legal age of singapore law ..LOLS
today early in de mornin , i reminded shi min abt my birthday
somehow , becoz i couldn't believe she rmb on frid and forgot
today .. LOLs ...and then , when she rmb , she went to tell others
and then in de end , de class - TG sang a birthday song for me
well , i am really embrassed abt it , not that i don want ..
becoz i am more than happy to receive a birthday song from them
probably just becoz i still don feel safe ..
not safe abt how de ppls in TG think abt me ...
watever it is , thxs TG for it ..

evening i went to meet up jing, wc , ah hock , ys ..
we talk at dte kfc awhile before we set off to ehub for movie
17 again ... i think is a worthy movie ...
so i think i wouldn't mind see-ing with kim one more time
they passed me their present to me ...
i opened up at home not long , it was a calender with photos ...
and de birth dates of de korean celebrities ... HA
it is nice and i appreciate it ...
i wanted upload de pic of de present but probably not today ...
thxs pees ! and of coz leen for present too


this year i believe i wasn't very into my birthday alot..
not as excited as the last 17 years ...
i dono why .. i think it probably related to right now i am
facing alot of works myself ler...
a brand new sch , a brand new method way of studying ..
i am afraid to face it ... and of coz , i been worry-ing for smthin
strange.. abt breaking law ???
even though i know i wouldn't have to anythin against law ,
but well , hu knows right ... LOLs ..
mum ytd ask me cook smthin to eat myself this mornin ..
i told her i not goin to do so , and she said then forget it..
she gave me a red packet.. i smile when i got hold of it ..
of coz , hu doesn't , it was money man... i need it so much ...
but i feel a sense of disappoint still ...
today when i reach home from sch , mum cook for me specially..
i am happy even though i didn't tell her ..
i just told her it's nice ... she prepared alot of eggs for me and jing gang too
i brought it to them to eat also ...
that moment , i feel joyful when i was eating what she cook for me..
for de last 17 year , or maybe from pri sch time onward..
i have been a worry to mum .. i know ...
i have always been depending on ppl , from pri to sec to right now..
although it seem to be lesser but still there are times..
for de last 17 years , i told myself to study hard to made mum proud
and yet i didn't manage to do so ... i knew how much she suffer in this
family ... i wouldn't elaborate further.. those close ones would know ...
i am sorry at all times but couldn't help to feel irritated
when mum is naggin ard me abt me or any one in de family..
and this year , it's mine 18th , i still don hav confident to do you proud..
i know u put high hopes on me in watever i do ...
it pressure me ..
this year , it seen more scary than 0 lvl to me ...
sometimes , i just wan to hide somewhere ...

once more - happy 18th birthday , Min Hui ^^
it is still a great day to me ... thxs everyone ^^
i made a 3 wishes to de sky with a additional small wish..
hopefully , it would come true to life ^^