FIRST DAY OF CAMPUS LIFE

early in de morning met up amylia and shi min to sch
it a long journey somehow ...
when we reached the sch , alot pair of eyes
were staring at us .. well , then we join others stare at
others ... we were waiting , waiting for knowing de class
we got in ... that moment was so crowded ...
went into the hall to check , it was kinda surprising ,
de 3 of us are in de same list .. which mean same class..
oh right , that is de only thing that benefit me ..
join de others that are in tourism ... and entered a comp lab
our lecturer is a guy call mr.lee .. he is quite young too ..
a sense of lame humour ...
sch rules are gone through with us ...
let me give two examples :
1)do not hang ard sch surrounding aft sch , even buying thing
2)do not blog anythin that is negative abt sch or disadvantage to ownself
is kinda unacceptable to me ... at least for me , i think ..
with de addition other things that i gona said , is nthing postive..
mr.lee is gona be our customer and relation lecturer ..
he had a really weird and scary habit ...
when he wan someone to anw question , he don call name ,
he just call a number .. and pb is , is not de no he will want..
he will add or sub as he like ..and den his final number will be de one
he will be calling for ... he done that today in de class ..
is freakin me out .. but lucky i today nv tio .. but i doubt i will be
so lucky forever ... our class gt 38 ppl , countless of girls..
guys ? i think less than 10 or just nice.. and then a chinese guy ..
i managed to open up myself to make friends with ppl...
girls , of coz ... a few ....
de comp lab we were in , definitely dirty ,
de cleaners ever do their job ???
had our tour at 12
classroom w/o air con ..
aft the tour , really wan to eat n try
but went to bookstore first , intended to buy clothes...
ppl there dam rude and impatient ..
enough ! i told myself in my heart...
in de end , we didn't eat de food but just some snacks..
canteen full of ppls , XX was like complainting to me that
simei ite is so much bett ... and seriously , i agree ...
went back to de class , had a student counciler to tell us to
think of cheer ... cheer again .. i hate it ... with my stage fright ..
i doubt my ability to do it ..shi min definitely has a creative mind
she came up with two cheer herself.. one is "nobody" ..
that sch actaully know abt nobody this song .. kinda surprise ..
gt our timeable , mostly of de days ..de lesson end at 3 or 4
except frid , 12pm , but maybe haven include cca ..
i wonder i should take up cca ...

my neighbour's dad has passed away not long ..
is too shockin to me ...
i know uncle had been sick ...
and i tot he is recovering ...
even though we didn't talk much , but he is nice to me
i feel sad for him to leave ....
life is like that isn't it
many unexpected things always happen ...

Mr.Lee had a question for some of us ..
those who got selected with his weird numbers ...
" what do you feel abt ite ?"
he hadn't pick my number.. but i tot i can give him de ans here

i hate ite ... de word i used since secondary ...
ite has no future ...
no matt how good is de ite , it is nv bett than poly ..
when i even open my o lvl results tat day ...
i know i most probably couldn't made it , but i tried to lie to myself ...
so when i open de slip .. i told myself to accept de fact...
is nthing , you know it urself.. u nv put a 100% inside ...
u are not so lucky student than de rest ...
yet i still cnt control myself and cried ....
i tot that it .. de end of my future ...
i let my mum down seriously ...
as time goes by , i always tell myself to let it down ...
it's over.. and i tot i am okay .. till i went back PRCS to visit chers
tellin them that i am in ite torture me ...
i tot.. why can't i even qualitfy for republic ??? becoz of a E8 ..LOLs
tourism is a course that needed communication ..
eng is important.. went to take up tuition .. yet , i still feel no use..
today went to a new sch , i hope it's a good start..
but i only see de disadvantages of goin clementi ...
at the spot , i tot , i made wrong decision ...
i know ite isn't bad , but i haven accept de fact that my friends ,
close friends all in poly and i am in ite ... a failure ..
i know my friends will encourage me , thxs .. i know u all concern ..
i get back to myself asap ... i dono why am i talkin abt this ..
maybe i kept it inside too long ...
i will definitely do my best in tourism ...